Your in-game name: Tayco
Server you are appealing for: Zink TTT and Zink Prop Hunt
Your penalty (Ban, mute, voice gag): Perma Banned.
Reason why you believe that your penalty should be lifted:
Two months or so I go, I was banned for being Depressed and talking about it in game. I know what I was thinking and doing was stupid. I know that a treated people disrespectfully, because I was banned.I am glad you banned me, because I then had time to see a Professional, who has helped me through these 2 months. I have been getting better and I now have a better mindset. When I first started playing on Zink, I was this shy guy who really didn’t talk much and I had no friends. I felt like I should cuss and do things to make people like me. I naturally don’t cuss and I naturally and a great guy to hang out with. These two months have been the worst months for me, I have lost most of my friends on Zink, and I regret all of the things I did and the things I said during that night when I was ready to give up my life. I know I cannot blame depression for my actions; because I blame myself.
I would like to apologize to Joshua (Sir McAfee), for seeing him ban me for two weeks as a bad thing, when he was trying to help me. He was trying to show me that I really needed help, and that I should take a break from Zink and everyone. I did not see that then, but I do see it now. I am glad that I have been able to grow better mentally and physically. Thank you Joshua… I am truly sorry for the disrespect and for questioning the way you did things…
I am sorry.
I would also like to apologize to Meow (Sarah), I am sorry for pushing you away and breaking your trust. Saying things that were supposed to be private, and saying them because I was angry at you. Sarah I am sorry for mistreating you and being an all out Jerk. I know you were trying to help me when I was sad, and you would always find a way to make me Happy.
I am sorry.
I would like to apologize to Joker, I am sorry dude… I really am. That night when I was pissed and filled with anger. I took it out on you. I was an A$$hole, towards you. You were trying to protect me and make me stronger by banning me. I have to say you really helped me that night, you let me speak to you with a judge free call. You were one of my Best Friends, and I ruined it all in 6 hours. I am sorry my dude. I know I have f_cked up.
I am sorry.
There are many more that I wish I could list here, but by doing so it would be at least another 10 more. I am sorry everyone for my actions, for my words, and for my wrongs. I believe I have changed from being that guy who was a depressed jerk, and now I am Josh. Just Josh.
The Reason why my penalty should be lifted, is because I believe in the term “Second Chance.” I would hope you could just give me a second chance to show you I have fixed my lifestyle and I am better.
“Having a second chance makes you want to work even harder.” -Tia Mowry